Company

My mind is blank.
Nothing said.
No whispering voices
Inside my head.
It's only me.
And always will be.
I do not want
any company.
If you sit down
here at my side
you won't hear me speak
or see me cry.
I am all broken
torn up inside.
I have nothing left,
my soul is bone dry.
Nothing to offer,
nothing to give.
No longer knowing
why I still live.
My mind is blank,
no thoughts play here.
My heart thumps a sad tune.
My soul shrivels with fear.
Nothing to see
nothing to say.
Please pass me by
and go your own way.
I don't want to talk.
I can no longer cry.
I wish you would leave me
And let my heart die.
It's already broken
see the shattered shards.
Splattered blood-red on the rolling boulevard.
I stroll down these streets,
my mind blank and alone.
I'm not looking for peace.
Not looking for home.
I don't want your friendship.
I don't want your stares.
I don't want your lies.
Nobody cares.
My heart is bleeding
the pain here is waning
I am not needing
the ground I am gaining.
I don't need to move.
I don't want to stay.
My head is now throbbing
with the words you don't have to say.
Please go away.
Leave me to die.
Be like everyone else
and just pass me by.
Nothing is wrong.
nothing's that bad.
I'm just a person
with a right to be sad.
My heart is broken
my mind is dead.
No thoughts are rushing
inside of my head.
There's only me.
lonely
on this empty street.
Our paths will never meet.
And yet I'm always wishing...
always waiting...
It's always been me,
and yet I've always craved your company.